Abusive Relationship

Interesting topic, I know right. When I was going through my depression and a suicidal issue I met this guy we were friends and then a year later we decided to be in a relationship everything was going great, we had our disagreements and stuff but it never got physical '' as yet''. I end up living with him and he would go to work before me and I would reach home before him but it wouldn't bother me until one Friday night I got home and he wasn't home and I called him and asked him if he was still at work and he said I'm not supposed to question him so I said I'm just making sure you're ok and if I should wait up for you.

He said that I was nagging him so I said ok have fun wherever you are and I hang up the phone, my co-worker message me and asked me if I was doing anything and I told her I was just home watching a movie she said get ready I'm going to pick you up at a certain time so I said ok, I message my boyfriend and I told him I'm going on the road, he didn't reply so I hiss my teeth. My co-worker picked me up and we went for drinks and we were having a ball some more of our co-workers came and we were having fun. Time for us to leave when I got home my boyfriend was home and he was in the living room waiting for me, he asked where I was coming and which guy drop me home so I said to him that if he didn't read my message that I was going out with my co-workers. he looked in my face and said that he didn't get any message from me.

I told him to check his phone and he will see the message, I went to the room to change my clothes, he came into the room and start to shout at me and telling me how I went to a next man yard and how I'm a whore and his friends told him that I was going to cheat on him and it was only a matter of time I would cheat on him too. I look him in his face and laugh in the blink of an eye all I could feel was my face feeling like I got slap by truck, he started to hit me and no matter how many times I told him to stop he would I had to fight back until he stops. I went to bed crying and wondering what did I do to trigger him to hit me. the next morning I woke up he was giving me breakfast in bed and telling me that he was sorry and he was drunk and he didn't mean to hit sigh I was so stupid and I told him that I forgive him.

Months went by and we were good one night we went out and we were having a good that I didn't even realize that he was upset with me because I saw one of my high school friends and we were catching up on life. He pulled me one side telling me that I disrespect him and if we weren't in public what he would do to me so he will wait until we reach home, all I want to do was run far away and don't return I couldn't tell my mom that I was getting abused by my boyfriend cause I was ashamed of myself. When we were leaving got into the car all I know is my head hit the door and I start to have a headache, he hit me in my face, hit me in my ribs and because he knows I couldn't fight back he hit me places where I would feel pain the most. We were in the car fight and arguing and all I could do was cry and ask God to make me leave as fast as I could.

Got home and I wait until he was asleep I leave the house my friend came for me and I stayed with her, he called me the next day asking where I was and I never told him, he searches the whole place for me and I was happy that he didn't know where my friend was, when I got to work they would tell him that I was on vacation while I hid in the bathroom. I report him to the place cause he ends up stalking me and I was so scared for my life that I didn't sleep for days. I change my number and everything and I never see or heard from him again.